| venting..and bored |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|10:32 pm] |
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| | money, money, money, mon--ey!!! (it was on a commercial!) | ] |
I start school tomorrow....ughhh!!!! why did i decide to go to summer school? cuz i am insane.....geez...my summer blows...i havent gone to the beach yet...im a freakin' ghost and I work all the time and dont hang out with my friends that often....ughhhh life is sucky sometimes.....
my favorite movie of all times comes out on dvd tomorrow....50 first dates...it is the cutest thing in the world!!!! i love adam sandler and drew barrymore!
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| not ur average survey |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|10:02 pm] |
thought it was cool and I think you guys should all put it in your journals...
1. studded belt - 2 points: 2
2. dyed black hair/short - 2: 0
3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 0
4. tight shirts/pants/track jackets - 2 points each: 6
5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 2
6. clothing bought from a thrift store - 2 points each: 0
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 0
8. trucker hats - 2 points: 0
9. messenger bag - 3 points: 3
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 4
11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 4
12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points each: 0
13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 0
14. scarf - 2 points each: 0 :(
15. refering to bands as acronym - 2 points: 0
16. vegan diet - 5 points: 0
17. vegitarian diet - for shame, no points: 0
18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 0
19. straight edge - 5 points: 0..what is that???20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 0
21. using adjectives from the late 80's/early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 2...occasionaly they just come out..lol
22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: 3
23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 12
24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 0
25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 0
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: 0
27. liking metalcore - 5 points: 0
28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 0
29. riding a bike - 5 points: 0.. but i have one
30. participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 0
31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 0...what is that?
32. writing poetry - 5 points: 0
33. attended 50 shows or more in a year - 10 points:0
34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0
35. being in a band - 5 points: 5..im the manager..does that count?
36. working at an indy record store/health food store - 5 points: 0
37. clapping during midpaced part of a song - 5 points: 0
0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! i bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore
I got 43....I'm a beginner...lol |
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| its been awhile |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|09:57 pm] |
WOW!!! It has been a long time since I have updated...I haven't had enough motivation to write in here...i really don't know either but I am bored....so n e ways....i am working at sams club now..it is fun..i like it alot. that place is always busy...i am learning the registers which isn't too bad...
school sucks like always...but hey only 2 weeks left..yea!!!! but i think i might take a class in the summer to get it out of the way. GO ME!!!
Man im beat....i want need to go to bed...but i just got a burst of energy from drinking dr. pepper!!! |
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| Isn't life grand!!!! |
[Mar. 30th, 2004|09:27 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | watching Scrubs | ] |
So I went to vegas last weekend and had a BLAST!!! Got to see some cool bands and see people smoke pot..which sucked cuz we all got head aches. The ride home sucked..my butt hurt from sitting so long...no lie...
cant wait till January when I get to go back to vegas and party it up!!! The big 21!!! yeah baby..
my last day at millers is friday and i am scared..that is all I have known for 3 years.. But Sams Club will be great I know it...woo hoo!!!
I have a stalker and I dont know how to get rid of him..he wont stop calling me...HELP!!!! |
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| blah blah blah |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|10:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ocean avenue-yellowcard | ] |
i dont remember the last time I posted so I will just say what is on my mind and say what I have done the past couple of days..
Friday I went on a field trip for school..Thank god Steph![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xlipxcherriesx was there or I would have shoot myself or hitch hiked home..look at her lj for pictures..It was lame going on a field trip..hello we are in college now..not jr. high!! But the romping was fun..def!!
After the field trip we went to dinner and a movie and I payed..how cute it was a date..jk! I owed her money..and now she owes me money cuz I bought her a cd. We saw starsky and hutch. The movie was hilarious...dooo ittt!! It was funny going into a PG-13 movie and being surrounded by h.s'ers..like I have been out so long..but the ones next to us were making out and then they freaked out cuz the movie got out past 10 and their mommies would b mad..lol..how I dont miss those days, oh wait i still have them!!!
Saturday i had to work in the morning whick stunk but I got thru it..I was sad cuz it was my favorite manager Janet's last day at our store. : ( I dont know what else I did sat. during the day...i cant remember..lol..but saturday night I hung out with aaron and everything was great..we had fun! He said he would wax my truck on tuesday(today) I said yeahhh cuz it needs it..
Sunday I went shopping with my mom and just hung out around the house..then Sunday nite my friend Mauro came over since he lives down the street..it was soo nice talking to him we talked about all our drama and he gave me good advice..After Mauro left, Jon came and and we went to phillips ranch to the hooka(sp?) bar..it where they smoke flavored stuff through a bong..the place was full of arabs or sumthin i dunno..i was scared that osama bin landen was gonna come...jk..it was nice hanging out with Jon...we talked about my "ex bf situation" and he was understanding and I really needed that and appreciated it.
Monday I had to work all day and then I babysat my nephew, Jonas..he is one cute kid..He loves thomas the train and that is all he wanted to watch but I couldnt stand it after 2 times so we watched fear factor and he said "ewww snails...gross!!" It was the cutest thing ever!!
Today I went over to aaron's cuz he was gonna wax my truck..I woke him up and he was up for a while and then he fell back asleep..so long story short I drove to glendora to watch him sleep..lame!! I need to end it with him..no friends nothing..i cant keep getting hurt its not fair...But I cant fall to Jon either I need time for me..But I am gonna hang out with Jon and others just so I dont call aaron cuz I know I will cuz I have done it before..I dont want to let him go cuz he is "My First Love" but I have to..once I end it with him..things with my mom will be alot better cuz she didnt like him..dang it why r moms always right? I hate that...ugghhh!!
Oh but good news for today is that I had an interview at Costco..so hopefully it worked out..I dont think I did too good cuz I was nervous...bummer!! oh well we shall see..I have an interview on thursday at hollywood video.. but i dunno if I want a job there..so we will see!!
So now you know about my crazy days...lol...I miss you Steph I havent talk to you in forever!!! |
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| straight up stole it from steph who prolly stole it from somebody!! |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|11:29 pm] |
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Directions: Bold any statement that is true
I have never been drunk
I have never smoked pot
I have never kissed a member of the opposite sex
I have never kissed a member of the same sex
I have never crashed a friend's car I have never been to Japan
I have never ridden in a taxi
I have never had anal sex
I have never been in love
I have never had sex
I have never had sex in public
I have never been dumped
I have never shoplifted
I have never been fired (only by steph as a friend...lol)
I have never been in a fist fight
I have never had a threesome
I have never snuck out of my parent's house
I have never been tied up (sexually)
I have never been caught masturbating
I have never pissed on myself (everybody does it as a kid)
I have never had sex with a member of the same sex
I have never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
I have never been arrested I have never made out with a stranger
I have never stole something from my job
I have never celebrated New Year's in Times Square (or national equivalent)
I have never gone on a blind date
I have never lied to a friend
I have never had a crush on a teacher
I have never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
I have never been to Europe
I have never skipped school
I have never slept with a coworker I have never been fisted and/or have never fisted anyone
I have never thrown up in a bar
I have never visited a site held holy by a major religion
I have never cheated on a final exam
I have never had a relationship with someone of the same-sex (I assume this means romantically?)
I have never been/gotten someone pregnant
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| wow what a week!! |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
so I haven't written in a while..wow I'm a slacker. I knew when I got this that I wouldnt write in here all the time. So whats new with me??
um...Im looking for a new job so if anyone knows of any connections..hook me up!! pppppplllllllleeeeaaaaaaaassssssseeeeeee...lol
School sux as usual...but have no fear I will pass me music class thanks to my good cheating skills or the lack of catching me by my teacher..go me!!
Boys create drama..one minute they don't want a relationship the next minute they do and then when I hang out with other guys they get jealous...get over it...
My mom is mad at me that I am talking to my ex. She doesnt like him, but she needs to realize that I am gonna do what I want to do. Uugggh...let me grow up. I'm 20 years old..not 2.
Spring break is next week..can't wait. Even though it wont even feel like spring break since I only go to school 2 days a week, but hey its a break, even tho I have 3 reports due the week I come back..dang it!
So thats it for now...I will talk again when something happens to me (good or bad) hopefully good..like a new job!! |
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| a survey to learn learn more about me... |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|10:46 pm] |
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| | the sound of jose's im: it's creed :) | ] |
Name: Lynsey Patricia Gray
Nickname: lyns
Birthdate: jan.5th
Zodiac sign: capricorn
Siblings: todd, scott, dean, gerianne
Pets: nope
APPEARANCE...
brownish-blond hair, green eyes, 5'4, "skinny as a twig"
DESCRIBE...
Your heritage: english and part frenh...merci boqui (sp?)
The shoes you wore today: white tennies from payless
Your hair: light brown with blond highlights, shoulder length Your eyes: green..sometimes dark sometimes light
Your perfect pizza: cheeeeeesy....with a soft crust.
CURRENT...
Current location: fontucky
Clothes: jeans, and a long sleeve holister shirt (thanks steph and beck!!):)
Taste: macoroni salad
Hair: down but dirty...but it looks cute at least..lol
Annoyance: the fact that my book is staring at me for me to read it
Thing you ought to be doing: haha....reading/homework
Desktop picture: kenny chesney
Worry: about my dad :'(
Crush: no one really
Shampoo: paul mitchell..i think
Favorite celebrity: paul walker
LAST...
Movie you rented: one hour photo
Movie you bought: bad boys...but im taking it back cuz I want bad boys 2
Movie you saw: one hour photo
Song you listened to: dog-eared page..by the matches
Song that was stuck in your head: same as above
Song you've downloaded: "she bangs" by william hung...AI reject...lol
CD you bought: cant remember
CD you listened to: the chain winter mix
TV show you've watched: 7th heaven
LAST TIME YOU...
Had a nightmare: last night
Said "I love you" and meant it: today
Ate at McDonald's: last week..i got fries..yummy!
Dyed your hair: like a month ago i put streaks in it
Brushed your hair: this morning
Washed your hair: yesterday
Cried: today
Called someone: i called michelle last night and she didnt call back...:(
Smiled: at work..it was fake tho..lol
Laughed: at work..i feel off a stool
Talked to an ex: today
LAST PERSON...
You touched: my mom
You talked to: online....jose, in person...my mom
You hugged: my dad
You yelled at: prolly my mom
You had a crush on: erik
Who broke your heart: aaron
Person that called you: jon..sadly
WHAT IS...
Your most overused phrase: currently..it is "i am soo going to the snow!"
Your thoughts first waking up: i dont want to get up..just 5 more mins
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: mouth, lips, teeth...basically the face
DO YOU...
Have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
Have a secret crush: nope
Remember your first love: yep
Still love him/her: yeah
Consider love a mistake: definitely not
Wish you could live somewhere else: yesh
Think about suicide: noooo...lame!
Believe in online dating: no..there r creepy people in this world
Want more piercings: yah
Want more tattoos: lets start with one...a star
Like the taste of alcohol: some yes..but no beer
Do drugs: nope
Smoke: nope
Have sex: did..but not anymore
Like cleaning: no thats why we have a cleaning lady
Like roller coasters: awww yeah! They are the coolest!
Write in cursive or print: print
Carry a donor card: yup
Cuss: when i am mad..or at stupid drivers
Want to get married: of course
Type with your fingers on the right keys: no i only use 3 fingers..i peck!!
Get motion sickness: not in a long time
Think you're attractive: some days
Care about looks: sure
Think you're a health freak: nope i cant say i am
Get along with your parents: yah
Play an instrument: no
Sleep with stuffed animals: they r at the bottom of my bed
Have a dream that keeps coming back: i have lots of wierd dreams
Read the newspaper: not really
Pray: yes
Go to church: i haven't in along time
Have any secrets: i don't think so..i tell everyone my life..thats just me
Talk to strangers who instant message you: all the time...its fun
Wear hats: yeah..ive beenin a hat mood recently
Hate yourself: no
Have an obsession: for big trucks...oooooohh yeeeaaahhh!
Collect anything: not really..i used to keep stuff from when me and aaron were together
Have a best friend: yes and she rocks
Like your handwriting: occasionally
Have any bad habits: i bite my nails
DO YOU BELIEVE...
In witches: yay but i think they're demonic
In Satan: yup
In ghosts: casper is my frind!! lol
There is life on other planets: E.T. phone home
In God: of course!
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
Long distance relationships: they can't work
Using someone: not fair
Suicide: selfish....soooo selfish
Killing people: in humane
Doing drugs: dumb
Premarital sex: ok..if u are in love
Driving drunk: dumbest thing ever because you arent just doing it to urself ur doing it to other people....
FAVORITE...
Soap operas: is the o.c. a soap opera??
Food: burritos :)and in-n-out
Things to talk about: the snow, boys and events in life
Sports: i dunno
Clothes: my brown sweater
Movies: finding nemo
Band: i couldnt name just one
Holiday: christmas
NUMBER OF...
Times I have had my heart broken: twice..by the same person
Hearts I have broken: 1..sorry chris ;)
boys I have kissed: 17..steph counted
girls I have kissed: none..cuz family doesnt count and that was on ythe cheek
Continents I have lived in: 1
People I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 4
Scars on my body: shaving sucks..hahaha
IN THE PAST 30 DAYS, DID/HAVE YOU...
Drink alcohol: sips only
Smoke: nope
Done a drug: nope
Made out: yes
Go on a date: yes..a couple actually..go me!!!
Go to the mall: yeah but i spent too much money :(
Been on stage: nope
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: nope
Made homemade cookies: i dont cook
Been in love: when i saw erik...lol..jk
Gone skinny dipping: haha no
Dyed your hair: streaks only
Stolen anything: no...stealers go to HELL!!
HAVE YOU EVER...
Cried over a girl/boy: yes
Lied to someone: yah im sure....
Been in a fist fight: nope
Been arrested: no
Played a game that required removal of clothing: not that i can recall
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
Been caught "doing something": no...i never get caught..u gotta be slick
Been called a tease: yes
Gotten beaten up: no..everyone loves me
THE FUTURE...
Age you hope to be married: 23-25
Numbers and names of children: 2- a boy and a girl
What do you want to be when you grow up: happy :) |
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[Mar. 1st, 2004|07:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RBF- U dont know | ] |
Right now I am sitting in my room bored out of mind...7th heaven is on in a couple of minutes..yeah! Today I didn't have school or work so I woke up late and then got ready and went to good ol' Chino. I went and saw my 2nd mom, Trisha.. She is the best! I love her!!! <3
Saturday while at steph's I painted a star box to go in my room..I t is soo cute. Steph wrote "twinkle twinkle little star" on it. Thanks Steph!! <3
After I left Steph's I went and hung out with Jon and my other friends. We went to a kick back. It was fun watching all the girls get wasted and dancing around like they were strippers...lol.. The funniest thing was that a guy that I went to jr. high was there and he doesn't live around there...wierd! And another guy had condomns in his pocket as it he was gonna get laid or sumthin..I def would have to be wasted to screw him..gross!
Jon likes me and always wants to kiss me but I don't want that. Ok..I have kissed him but I don't need to do it every 5 minutes..geez take a break dude!
Yesterday I worked and did laundry cuz I had NO socks or undies...that is a bd thing...I have enough clothes to go awhile but definitely not the chones and socks..lol!!!
Tomorrow is school then work..fun times 4 me!
If anyone wants a discount at Millers Outpost/Anchor Blue..let me know!!! |
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| my eyes are half way closed still... |
[Feb. 28th, 2004|03:44 pm] |
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So it is sat afternoon and i woke up at 1...wow! I could never do that if I was at home cuz my mom is wacko.. I am at steph's.
Yesterday was an eventful day..I woke up to text messages from john. He was telling me that he got his truck stuck in a lake..hahaha..I got ready and the gt my nails done..woohoo now they r pretty! Then I went to my work place(millers) and got my check and bought a baseball hat for 5 bucks..gotta love the discount. Then I went to Chino and hung out with john. He is sure one persistent boy when it comes to kissing me..then he wanted to go "romping" so off we went. His truck is now covered 100% in mud..no lies..there is even some inside from when it was stuck in the lake.
Steph got off work and called me and requested my presence at her house. So I was happy to go because it got me away from john.. thank god! Becky came over too..Us girls have loads of fun when we r together. they r the best!! We watched movies and ate junk food
Then after the movies we went and layed in our beds..it was only 1 in the morning..man we r lazy..But me and becky stayed up and text messaged john..it was hilarous..no sloppy 2nds for us!!hahaha
Finally around 3 we went to bed..thats why we didnt wake up till 1. Lazy Bums! Its ok cuz if i was at home i would have been woken up at 10...geez!
The shower is definitely calling my name now..so off I go...byeeeeee!! |
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| My 1st lj! |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|02:05 pm] |
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So this is my very 1st live journal entry...woohoo! I finally gave into the temptation and made a LJ...damn it! So me and steph are in the library at school and I was bored so I say "what the heck lets make my lj now" We should be in class but we r slackers!! Go Slackers!! You wouldn't go either if you had this music class..it is soooo BORING!!! |
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